I don't feel like making lemonade today. In fact, I don't feel like doing much. I just got out of bed, just shy of noon. I feel defeated, sad, depressed. In the past year, I've really had only ONE chance of achieving pregnancy. ONE. In twelve months. I don't count my two cycles in January and February 2011 because my tube was blocked. My cycle in June after my tubal cannulation surgery is the only real shot I had. I'm frustrated. I try to be positive about all of this all the time. But reality is, I can't be. I hate feeling this way.
How can I reframe my thoughts to get back into a better place? How do people live through infertility? I did an internet search, for inspirational infertility quotes. And I came across this post on "999 Reasons to Laugh at Infertility". I may have to spend some more time on this site...
